the days i spend being inspired by other's blogs
instead of writing biology essays.
it's the nights that i spend coloring envelopes
rather than catching up on the sleep i need.
the time i spend coming up with blog posts like this
other than acheiving a checkmark in my maxed out planner.
and then i remember words someone spoke once in hearing distance of my ears:
"If you are too busy to study the words of God and to pray,
then you are far busier than the Lord ever intended you to be."
and then I think, maybe thats why I can't feel the balance anymore.