christmas with a smile.

i've got to admit,

this year i gave up on making it feel like christmas.

with out the snow and the childhood magic, it became more difficult.

but i also have to admit
though the original christmas feeling didn't ever really arrive,

it was still a special day.

one that i loved.

one of the best parts? skyping my brother, i love him.

i miss him, but i also know that the work he is doing

is far more important than me having him in my life for two years.

so i can't complain; how can i?

he's performing miracles for the people in panama.

and changing our lives for the better.

i also gave some gifts and visits that are highlighted in bright pink.

i will remember this christmas with a smile.