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That was the only title I could come up with for this entry.  It's the only thing that fits;  the only thing that could start to explain.  Explain how I feel today.  I've very indecisive. 
Do I feel excited?  No, I feel irritated. 
Am I bored?  No, I've got too many things to do. 
Am I lonely?  No, I'm completely content. 
Am I happy?  No I'm disappointed. 
Am I distraught?  No, I'm good. 
I can't decide.