i will never stop laughing about this.

both of them.

same mission.

same day.

 

 

Sendai, Japan

July 17


I guess I just really like Japan.

need a confidence boost or an ambitious push?

try these melodies:

 

Gold  //  Britt Nicole

Change the World  //  Bratz Rock Angelz

I Came to Win  //  Jenny Jordan Frogley

Whole Wide World  //  Mindy Gledhill

Beautiful  //  David Archuleta (cover)

One Step at a Time  //  Jordin Sparks

Shooting Star  //  Owl City

 

 

(all of them are life changing, so i'd recommend clicking on each link ;)

contagious.

the worst part about senioritus is that it's contagious.
and when you spend time with sophomores, it can really be unhealthy for their futures.

oh but one things for sure, we've all got it.
and mission calls make it worse.

perception.

your mind perceives things and builds this concept of the rest of world.

day by day, you feel you have a sense for whats out there

and what it'd be like to experience it all.

 

and then something will happen and show you how off you actually are,

how your perception is incorrect,

and that you don't really know.

 

 

and it makes you wonder: what is really out there?

with uncertainty.

lives are moving forward,
people are moving on.
and it almost feels like
i am being left behind.
future years set with one sentence.
unfathomable events.
what have I got?
what is my next step?
so many parallel demensions exist
and i have no inkling of
which to choose
or which is right for me.
it all just makes me want to burst.

i can definitely feel it.

the reason.