in that moment we held eachother close.
we both knew, knew that when that moment was over and we let go,
we'd be letting go of much, much more.
i heard the titan pull away; it dragged a piece of me with it.
all i wanted to do was call him back. tell him don't go.
don't change how its been. don't leave me with the void of not having you.
but i couldn't.
because thats contradictory to what we're suppose to do.
so a piece of my heart cracked that night.
replaying the memories was unbearable. the thought of them no more was agonizing.
i felt the pain echo through out my bones
until tears streaked my face.
but it wasn't his fault. he still cares about me.
it's just what happens, i guess, when you let someone handle something
so fragile for a while and then fate decides to step in.
we're still going to be friends. he is still going to be in my life.
i don't know how it's going to work. but i have to believe that it will.
it's the only way i can be okay right now.